Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Almost no sex

I'm sorry guys. There's been almost no sex. Lots of masturbation and porn for me, but no cock. I'm sorry. No point in even keeping this up.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Do you think / I wonder

Do you think he would wake up again if I pulled down his boxers tonight and sucked on his big cock. I wonder if I ran my tongue up and down his long hot shaft if it would wake him up. I wonder if I took his balls in my mouth if it would wake up his cock and allow me to ride it. I wonder if he would suck on my breasts for me while I bounced up and down on his cock. I wonder if he would push me over on my back and hook my toes in the headboard again giving him deep access into my pussy. I wonder if he would bite me on my neck because he knows that makes me cum while he's so deep in me that I can feel his balls against my ass. I wonder if he would turn me over when I tell him I can't take the pounding anymore with my knees by my ears. I wonder if he would pull my ass cheeks apart while he pounds my pussy from behind. I wonder if he would run his fingers up and down around my asshole. I wonder if he would pull my hair (if I shoved his fingers in my curls). I wonder if he would fill me with his hot sweet cum and leave his cock in me for a while (while his seed works its way up into me I think). I wonder if after he pulled out, if he would kiss me on my ass.
I don't know... I am going to find out.

Still not a lot

So Hubby went to bed before me last night, but I decided to wake him up. I'm not going to be lacking sex because he's lazy or whatever it is. So I woke him up... with my mouth.
It was quick, but it was enough to get me off, which was good enough for me. It was nothing spectacular in regards to positions and stuff. It was missionary at first, and it was nice and intimate, with a little kissing. Then after a while he pushed my leg further back and I hooked my toes in the headboard and he just filled me with his hot cum. I came when he was inside me and was kissing on my breast. I came after he did too, he stayed inside me for a while and told me thanks. :-) that was kind of funny, but sweet.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Nothing

Hubby and I havent had sex in a while... over a week... and before that was over a week too... and before that the same thing... which is really weird and sad. What do you think is wrong? I'm really upset. Frustrated... I don't know what to think. Maybe he's cheating. How does he go without? I'm pissed.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Sorry

Hey all,

I'm so sorry I've been away. Things have been crazy. I went on vacation, had some small issues at home, lay offs at work, stress stress stress!

Hubby and I are fine. There's been sex, but not lots. There was a little touch of anal play, which I know you all will like. There were also some extremely hot sexy dreams during a little dry spell. And there have been some toys (well I've played with them). So I'll have stuff to write about.

Hubby and I had sex on the balcony of our hotel room when we were on vacation. It was such a rush, because I felt so naughty for doing it there, but it was so romantic, because we were over a lake and there were fireworks going off. It started off really innocent. We were sitting on the balcony, we had just had dinner and were waiting on the fireworks to start. I had changed into a long nightgown and didn't have on any underwear. He was in some basketball type shorts and no shirt. I decided to flash him, thinking it would just get him excited for when we went back inside, so I leaned against the railing of the balcony and pulled my dress up so he could see my ass. He walked right up behind me and put his hands between my legs and pushed my pussy lips apart. I still didn't think he was going to do anything more, because I knew people could see us on the balcony if they looked. But he pulled his pants down and had me right there on the balcony. He pulled the straps down on nightgown so he could grope one of my breasts while holding on the railing with the other hand. I have to stand on my tiptoes if we fuck standing up because he's so tall, so I was on my tiptoes, full of his cock, breast hanging out and looking out over a lake. Then the fireworks started. It was beautiful. He continued to ram me from behind and took his hand off my breast and wrapped it around my chest holding on to my shoulder. I knew he was coming soon, so I pushed back on him and squeezed my vagina, took my hand and played with my clit to make sure that I came before he did. I think we came almost at the same time. And when I felt him explode in me I waited for him to pull out but instead he put his hands around my waist and pulled me down to sit on his lap with his cock still in me. I could feel it still pulsing and as we watched the fireworks he put his hand under my dress and with his soft cock still inside me, he rubbed my pussy until I came again, practically pushing his cock out of me with the spasms.
Even though I know it's corny I'm gonna say it "Talk about fireworks"!!! SMILE!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

The time I caught hubby

I came home early from work one day and went into the house, hubby was in the bedroom with the door open so I was planning to sneak in to scare him when I realized that he was watching "porn", so I slowly walked to the door and he was sitting on the bed with his back almost to me. I realized then, he wasn't watching porn he was watching a home video of us (pretty much the only one we have done). I was instantly turned on. He was completely naked and pulling on his cock. He was moaning. I wanted to see better but I didn't want to disturb him and I could only see the side of him. On the home video he was finger fucking me and took his fingers and put them in my mouth. I sucked all of my pussy juice off and then grabbed him and pulled him down for some tongue kissing. I said "See baby, it's sweet" and he positioned the camera on the bed so that it would video him eating my pussy. He licked it, lapped and it and sucked on it, then picked up the camera and taped us kissing again. He then made me suck on his cock for a while on video.

I looked at him (in real time) and he had started to jerk off a bit faster. I really wanted to go in so that I could get the cum all over my face or down my throat, but I was enjoying sneaking and watching him in such a private time. When we started fucking on the video, he started to really jerk off faster and faster and he was groaning and moaning. it was so hot that I could feel my panties getting soaked! He stood up and jerked off faster and faster and in the home video he was fucking me so hard. I was lying flat on my stomach and he was on top of me, with his hands on my lower back using me for support, I remember the pain from his weight on top of me. Anyways, back to the jerking off! He stood up for a minute or so, then sat back down, moaning and groaning the whole time! He finally exploded and his cum shot all over his chest and stomach, he made a sound sort of like "ah ah ah, urrrrgggghhhh" when he came. he sat there for a minute and then got up to turn off the video. That's when he caught me watching him. His cheeks flushed and I think he was trying to figure out what to say. I walked up to him and licked the cum off his stomach and chest and said "That was so fucking hot." He just laughed and kissed me on my forehead. He went to take a shower and I started the video of us fucking over again and sat at the edge of the bed right where he was and rubbed my clit to a orgasm.
After he finished showering, I took a shower and when I came back into the room, we had long, hard sex. Punishment for me watching him jerk off. Oh poor me!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Hubby caught me

Hubby came home and caught me naked on the couch. I had already made myself cum.
He said "What in the world are you doing naked?"
I tried to play it off, but he figured it out since the tv was off and the computer was on.
He said "You were looking at porn and playing with yourself, weren't you?" He was only half right, so I said "No!"
"You liar" he said and walked towards me, I could see his zipper straining under the pressure of his obviously hard cock. I laughed and got down on my knees and pulled the zipper down and unbuttoned his pants, his cock jumped out at me, pointing right at me face.
"I was waiting on you baby." I told him. I started to lick his cock and suck on just the tip of it. He pulled me up and took me into the bedroom. he lay me on my back and played with my nipples. He pulled on them and licked them. Then he kissed and sucked on them. He put his fingers in my pussy, just one or two at first and sucked and flicked at the same time. He pulled me over him and I kissed and licked his nipples for a while, he never took his fingers out of my pussy. I started to suck his cock and he continued to finger me, still with only one or two fingers. I only sucked on his head so that I he would push my head down on his cock and like I knew he would he pulled his hand out of my pussy, took both hands and pushed me right down on his cock - way deep throat. He controlled my rhythm for a while and then put his fingers back in my pussy. We were in a 69 position again (but me not getting oral). He started to finger fuck me with more aggression and more fingers. I came up from his cock knowing that he would cum if I kept it up. He did something that felt incredible then. He started to fuck me with his thumb and used his closed knuckles to rub on my clit. It was almost like a vibrator! I came on his hand, really really hard! Then I went back to sucking his cock, but I moved from the 69 position, to laying in between his legs, looking up into his face while I sucked his cock. He pulled my hair to take me off his cock and then started pulling on his balls (this was the signal for me to suck his balls). So I licked them, took one in my mouth and then the next one, and then both of them at the same time. I licked under his balls, with them both in my mouth, which I love to do because I am almost licking his asshole and he doesn't stop me. I let them both drop out of my mouth and then went back to licking them. I like to lick around them and under them, every now and then I try to lick his ass and pretend not to notice, or pretend like it's an accident. The first one or two times I do it, I can feel him tense up or pull away, after a while I know that he likes it, because I will go to suck his cock again and he'll push my head back down to his balls. I would lick his asshole for him, if he let me, but he says no.
He asked me to bring my pussy back for him to finger, so I sucked his cock while he finger fucked me. he warned me when he was going to use four and asked me to squeeze his fingers when he put them in. So I clenched my vagina muscles around his fingers and came right after. He told me to ride him backwards cowgirl, so I braced myself using his legs and rode him. He pushed and pulled on my hips to help me. He told me to turn around so he could suck my tits. I turned around and lay on him so my tit was in his mouth (I'm small just about a B cup so he can take my entire tit in his mouth) and I was cuming again. He sat me straight up on it and I bounced up and down while he played with my clit and had another (small) orgasm. He pulled me back down to lay right on him and wrapped his arms around my waist so that I could only use my hips, then he grabbed my ass on both sides and helped me to fuck him and then he filled my pussy with cum. it was so good that I didn't even bother to clean up. I rolled over to go to sleep with his sticky cum in my pussy and overflowing down my thighs. he brought me a glass of water and told me thanks for being so fucking sexy and he wishes he could come home and find me naked every night... hmmmm, I might try it if it gets me fingered and fucked like that.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Naked Masturbating


I'm sitting on my couch, naked, masturbating. I have a toy in my vagina vibrating while I type. I take it out and push it all around my clit and my pussy lips and apply pressure to my special spot with it. Then I just put the tip of it back in and let it vibrate and turn at the entrance to my hot sticky vagina.
I had a dream today... well just now that I was fucking Eric, Hubby and BBallboy. In this dream I was riding BBallboy and Hubby caught us. he wasn't angry. He told BBallboy that the pussy was his and that he could have anything else he wanted. he then told me to suck BBallboy's long cock. BBallboy's cock was long and had a lot of veins. The head was really large and he had no patience. As I opened my mouth to put his cock in he grabbed me by the back of the head and shoved his cock down my throat. Hubby laughed and said "that's what you get you little slut." he lay down and made me sit on him he pulled me down so that I was almost laying on him and bballboy was on his knees, all of a sudden I heard hubby say "You know she wants it, give it her" and I felt something wet slide down my asscrack. Then I felt a pressure on my ass and hubby said "I know you nasty and you want someone to fuck you in your ass, so I told Eric come tear it up for you, while I destroy your pussy and BBB mashes up your throat. Eric entered me in my ass, while I was riding hubby and sucking BBB.
The dream was really kinky...
I kept choking on BBB's cock and Eric said "Come I show you how to to that." And BBB went behind me and I turned my head and Eric was sucking his cock. (I have never thought about that before and don't know how but it turned me on). Eric's dick was inside me and it didn't hurt as bad as it did in real life. It was really good, and hubby was raising his hips to me, so that I didn't have to move too much and him and Eric could enjoy me without the clumsiness of me figuring out which ways to go. BBB was back in my mouth after a little while. Hubby came first inside my pussy, then Eric said he was coming, but wanted to come in my pussy too, so he pulled out and then rammed his cock inside my pussy and came. BBB pulled his cock out of my mouth and then pushed it into my pussy already loaded with hot sticky cum and he let a load of in there too. Then as soon as BBB was finished cuming, hubby's nuts were on my face, Eric's mouth was on my tits and BBB was eating out my cum filled pussy. I woke up but wish I hadn't because I know they were all going for a second round.
I've never had such a kinky hot nasty sexy dream before. I woke up soaking wet and took a shower, so that's why I'm here naked on my couch... masturbating.

More anal

I got used to the Anal with Eric. He loved it. Loved loved loved it! I only enjoyed it when I was drinking.
One time in particular I was pretty drunk and I asked him to fuck me in my ass. He said "No, if you want it come take it". So I lubed up and he lay on his back and I managed to get his cock head in my asshole and tried to ride it. I have never had a sensation like that in my life. I could barely move on it and he had his fingers buried in my clit, flicking, pulling and fingering me. He tried to push me down more on his cock, but I swear it was stuck, I couldn't get it any further. He tried lifting his hips up to force it further in, but no dice. Finally after cuming from the pressure in my ass and him playing with my pussy he was finally able to coax me onto his cock a little more. He was in heaven, he kept saying "you're the fucking greatest. You're the fucking greatest." And "You're so nasty, you're so nasty". and like he always said when he fucked my ass "I can't believe we're doing this."

He managed to lay me on my back and get on top of me without taking his cock out of my ass, because I remember screaming my usual "Don't let it come out, don't let it come out!" This was the first time we had ever done anal any other how than doggy style. This was pretty much missionary position but up the ass. The pressure on my vagina wall helped make it better for me. And after a while, he was actually able to really have sex with my ass, not really fuck it but really move in and out, with me yelling "Don't let it come out, don't let it come out" the entire time.

He thought I yelled that because it felt so good, where as in this case it did, but I really yelled it because it hurt so much going in! Once it was in I was able to manage it, but the penetration was what I was most scared of!

He made excuses why he liked fucking me in my ass. His main one was that we didn't have to worry about me getting pregnant. He didn't like to admit that he was nasty. I loved that he was a little freaky and kinky. He liked to lick my asshole too and I really liked it.

Anyways, he told me he was cuming and like I may have explained before I felt this pressure up my ass and throbbing from his cock. After he came he stayed in my ass for a while, and finally pulled his soft cock from my ass and repeated "You're the greatest."

Public sex #2

My second fav experience was also with Wade, but this one was a bit more difficult to do, finish, not to mention get away with.

I was travelling and was going to be away from about a week, so he and I tried to get every minute we could in together. We ended up at at a shopping plaza while a friend of mine did her hair. We were in the elevator and wanted to go to the 2nd floor, the elevator was really slow and we found out that it wouldn't stop on the second floor only on the third. We were kissing a lot that day anyhow and a lot of heavy petting, so when we were on our way down from the third floor I decided to play with his cock. He had on basketball shorts which made it easy for me to get to it. I had on a little sundress and he popped one of my breasts out and turned me towards him and squeezed it. Then he started to kiss it and asked me to do the same to his cock, so I got on my knees and gave him a little head and then when the elevator was getting ready to open we straightened back up and I was about to step outside when the doors opened, but he pulled me back in and hit two and three (that would make the elevator try to stop at two but the doors didn't open giving us a couple more minutes). Then he pulled me against the wall and lifted my leg up, pushed my thong to the side and entered me. It was a funny because we had to stop everytime the elevator got to the third floor or back to the first floor. One time someone got in and I swear you could smell the precum. On about the fifth trip up he lifted me up and spread my legs with me pressed against the elevator wall and shot his sweet cum inside my pussy. He barely had time to put me down and pull his pants up when the elevator door opened. The sweetest part is that I could feel his cum running down my legs as we rode the elevator back down with two other people in it!!!!

Wade was really into outdoor sex, fingering under the table, pulling my breast out the minute we were alone just for a little suck and sex anywhere that we shouldn't have done it. I was really young and never thought about consequences! I don't know if I would be willing to do all that now!

Friday, March 13, 2009

Comments

Thanks to everyone who commented! Thank you for reading! I'm going to respond to you all tomorrow, promise!

Public sex

The most public place I've had sex... lol, this is hard to say. I've had sex in a lot of public places... my two favourites

1: The school bathroom while there was a volleyball tournament going on. I was really horny and I didn't get to see Wade that often, so I managed to convince him to meet me in one of the bathrooms further in the back of the school. Once we were there I sat on the sinks and spread my legs (I was playing volleyball with my school and we wore skirts, so I took off my shorts and panties underneath once he got there) and told him my pussy hurt and could he please kiss it. He got on his knees and ate my pussy right there. We could hear the ball being hit and the whistle being blown not far from where we were. The bathroom door wasn't even locked. I pulled him into one of the stalls and kneeled on the closed toilet seat and he took me from behind. Pounding into me, deep and hard. He was scared and I think he wanted to come quickly before we got caught. We heard someone coming and he stopped fucking me, he just stood there with his cock still inside me throbbing and jumping. When I heard the person come into the bathroom I came on his cock. We weren't even moving, just the excitement that his cock was so deep in me and someone was right there was enough to make me explode. Whoever it was went to the urinal (we were in the mens room, he was too coward to come to the ladies room) and then left. Once he was sure they were gone he put his arm around me (his right arm completely around me holding my left shoulder) and pulled me close and erupted inside me. I remember he made a gurgling sound and shook as he was coming. I felt like a star! I giggled for the balance of the night, because even though I cleaned up I could feel his juice in my panties all night. Even on the ride home with my family.

Sorry - most resent experience

Hey,
I haven't been on in a while. I've been really busy. Work, School, etc. I've been fucking too. And sucking. LOL! Lots of both. I think since the wall fuck I've had about 6 good fucks. The most recent wasn't actually a fuck. I sucked hubby off while he four finger fucked me. We were in a 69 type position, but I wasn't receiving oral. I know I've told you this already, but I love when I get finger fucked. I love the pressure that it puts on my vagina. I love how it feels afterwards. It feels so sore and I feel pain from it for about a day. He loves to look at my pussy when he is finger fucking me. He turns his fingers around and around inside me. I hear him groan and then use his other hand to push my head deep down on his cock and he exploded in my throat. It was so much cum that I could barely swallow it. But he didn't let me up until I had swallowed most of it. Then he let me up to swallow the rest and made me go "aaahhhh" so he could see it was all gone. Then he said "if you make me waste my seed you better eat it". That was so fucking hot.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Got some!

I got some last night ... and again just now!
Two couch fucks, yum!
Last night we were watching a movie and I lay in his lap and I decided to lick his cock through his pants, his cock started jumping and he started to rub my clit through my pants and I was soooo happy! I kind of started the loving, but just barely and he took charge of it. I lay there while he pushed his hand down my pants, so I bent my head upwards and managed to get the tip of his cock in my mouth. I sucked and licked his head while he played with my pussy and then (!) he did what I love love love (!) he got down on his knees and I was almost in a sitting position with my legs bent and wide open and he started to ... I know you think he ate my pussy but he didn't and even though I love the pussy licking I love when he does what he did even more... have I teased you enough? Well he finger fucked me. God I love the feeling of him putting one finger in me and then two and finally three. All fingers were in me besides his little finger and his thumb and then I felt him push the little finger in too. I love the pressure that this brings and it instantly makes my pussy swollen, so rather than stretching me and making sex, well not as good, it swells my pussy lips and the lining up so it makes it even tighter for him.
When he fingers me with four fingers he doesn't bring them together like in a circle, just imagine him showing the four fingers as to show the number 4 and then shoving that four deep into my puss. Last night he did a little extra and put all five finger(tips) in. No where near fisting, but different than he's done before. It was painful and filling and great. He laid me on the sofa and facefucked me for a while and then he bent me over the sofa and had his way with me, after the finger fucking the regular fucking was even sweeter. He didn't do me too hard or anything. He would pull all the way out and then push it balls deep and then do it again. He grabbed my hips and pushed all the way into me as he came, then he did the signature Sam move and kissed me on my ass. I came twice, once when being finger fucked and once when he had his cock shoved all the way into me and was pressing on the front of my vagina with his hand.

Just now we were on the couch again and I just took his cock out of his pants and sucked on it. Then I lay on my back with my head hanging off of the sofa and my feet on the sofa back spread wide. He bent over me and fucked my mouth while he fingered me for a while. We hadn't done that before, so that was hot, his balls would land on my face while he facefucked me and I was looking up at his ass. After a while of cocksucking and fingerfucking I sat on him and rode him until he came (which wasn't too long since I had sucked his cock for a while) and I came right after he did by just feeling him cum and clinched my vagina together to pull on his cock trying to get all of his cum inside me. He felt bad for coming so soon but said I was "a good bike rider" and he couldn't help it. I came so I didn't care! I didn't take a shower or anything, I just put my pants back on, so now they are a little wet and I smell like the two of our cums all mixed together. I'll shower soon, but I want to enjoy it a little more.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

No sex in the past two days

Hubby and I haven't done anything since the aggressive wall fuck a few days ago, so nothing much to write about. I had hoped to get some after the cum post but didn't... boo hoo. I'm exhausted, worked all day, so probably won't do anything tonight either. Sorry! I love reading your comments, thank you so much for writing! Please keep doing so. And if you have any questions, please let me know. Hoping to get laid soon so I can tell you about it and if not I'll dig something steamy out of my past for you!

Friday, February 27, 2009

All my Cocks

Cock # 1 - Wade

Cock # 2 - Lewis

Cock # 3 - Dave

Cock # 4 - Massive

Cock # 5 - Eric

Cock # 6 - Sweetie

Cock # 7 - Hubby



Is that a lot? I don't think so... like I said not lots and lots of men, but lots and lots of sex!

I love fucking in cars

The majority of my first 100 or so sexual experiences were in cars. Lots and lots of sex in the back of my parents chevy. There are sooooo many ways to have sex in a car.



One of my favourites was with Cock # 1 (Wade). I would be on my back up against the door, he would be on his knees infront of me between my legs, he would raise my ass up so that I was sitting on his thighs (I feel like I need to draw a picture) and he would be deep inside me and have me pushed right up against the car door / window. Sometimes he would pull me off of the door and have me rammed right up against him and his cock would be all (!) the way inside me. We held onto each other for dear life and we would just rock together. I think this being my first orgasm experience is why I cum so strong and quick when I am on top, cock all the way in and there is pressure and weight against my lower stomach.



I also liked being outside of the car, bent over the hood or trunk and fucked from behind. Something about being outside under the sky, surrounded by trees or next to the ocean. The fear of being caught only made it sweeter. I was almost caught a number of times, but I don't think anyone ever really caught us.



I've had car sex with 5 different people - Cock # 1 through 5. Not all of the experience's were good, infact cock # 2 was... lol, laughable (we'll call him Lewis). I'll share some stories about that too.



Wade was my first love and my first fuck, and he was experienced so I was lucky to be one of those girls who enjoyed losing her virginity. I also enjoyed him licking and eating the pussy before he got to pop it. I'm trying to write about losing my virginity but... I don't know it's a little bit intimate (lol like all the other stuff isn't)... but we'll see one day I will do it.

Where he cums

Hubby always cums inside me, either in my mouth or my vagina. But I pull back sometimes when I'm giving him head and know he's about to come so I can get a facial. He's finally asked me if I like him to cum on my face and I said yes. He didn't think I'd like it because it's "nasty". What kind of women were with him before that would think his thick, sticky, sweet cum is nasty? I love it all over my face, lips and breasts! I love how it feels when it runs down my legs after he's deposited a whole load in me.

Before we were married and when I wasn't on birth control (I'm not on any now either but for some reason it's different now), he would pull out and cum on my stomach or on my ass. I still like that and I wonder sometimes if he isn't trying to get me pregnant... Or not... I don't know.

I'm starting my birth control next month though. The only feet I want to hear running are my husbands when he comes to fuck me against a wall again!

Sometimes I have to have his cum. Sometimes I have to taste it and I'll beg him to cum in my mouth when we're fucking. Other times I need to feel him fill me up. I need to have him pump his load really deep inside me.

Like last night when he grabbed me and fucked me against the wall I was begging him to cum in me. I was begging for him to give it to me, to slam me, to stuff me and fill me with his seed. It was so hot. I want him now, he's in the shower, I'll be back later!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Attacked from the rear (well kinda)

So I got home from work today and was all hot and bothered for some reason, in fact I was really horny all day. So anyways I get home and start to mess with my husband... grabbing his ass when he walked by, grabbing his cock, flashing him, french kissing him, etc, etc. He seemed a little into it but didn't push for anything more, so I decided not to bother.
I was going to take a bath but had left the soap on the kitchen counter (I'd gone to the store) so I walked into the kitchen naked to get it. I didn't even notice if he glanced up at me. I was walking to the bathroom when I heard him running towards me, he pushed me against the wall in the hallway and entered me with one big thrust from behind. He had one hand pushing my shoulder into the wall and the other lifting my ass up or pushing it away depending on what I assume felt good for him.
It all felt good for me. It felt like he was tearing my pussy in two. Right now I'm sitting here typing and it feels swollen and tender. I know I will have a bruise on my arm from where he was holding and pushing me against the wall at one point. My face was pushed against the wall while he punished my pussy. My legs were pretty much closed and his cock was sometimes pushing between my ass cheeks (but not my ass hole).
It was so fucking hot. It was almost like rape fantasy, and I'd told him before that I would like for him to just take me sometime, not kiss, not turn me on, just fucking take me and that is what he did!
I came so hard that my legs were shaking. One time I started to loose my footing and he said "Oh no, I'm not finish yet, stand up." It was incredible. When he took his hands away from my ass or from holding me against the wall he would rub my pussy. I came again. I think I came three times. I made so much noise. I know the neighbours had to hear me, but I didn't care. It hurt so bad and it felt sooooo good. I wish he was still tearing it up right now. He lasted a really long time too, which was even better.
While he was pounding away at my pussy and had my face pushed against the wall he leaned in and he said "You like this don't you?"
I said "Yes baby, I love it. I love you."
I wish I had said no, so I could have really turned it into a rape fantasy but I don't know if he was ready for that yet. I think it's something we need to talk about first. He did do the "rape fantasy" thing with me once before though, I got him really worked up and then pretended I didn't want to fuck him again... That's a story for another time, please please remind me.
My pussy is swollen and wet and he's still awake.... hmmmmmmmm... goodnight!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I wish...

so it's really late or should i say really early (in the morning). My hubby is sleeping...
I wish that I could wake up his cock without waking him .
I would like to sit on his rock hard cock, ride myself to an orgasm, get off (literally) and then go to sleep.
It would only take a couple of minutes and sure would beat this vibrator I'm using right now...

Monday, February 23, 2009

A little upset

So I'm a little upset...
First of all let me give you a little background into one of our little house rules "whoever cooks also washes up". This is easy for my husband, as he cooks he washes up. Me now, I don't cook often, so it requires more of an effort and attention for me, so I have to cook and then wash up. Tonight, I planned a little something special for the husband. I cooked dinner (steak and potatoes!) we ate while watching a movie, once the movie was done I took a shower and put on some sexy lingerie (a black see through baby doll top, with ruffles and a matching black peek-a-boo thong), I walked out into the living room and switched on the waiting ipod to "Let's get it on" (corny I know but it was an effort). I did a little bit of dancing for him, showing him the peek a boo of the thong and flashing my boobs, then I went down on him and gave him a bit of a teaser blow job. After the teaser, I ran my pussy up and down his cock, without putting it inside. He grabbed his cock, pushed the thong apart and pulled me down on top of him. I rode him for a while, up and down, then with one leg on the sofa one leg on the ground. I sat right on him, taking his full length while he pushed and pulled me backwards and forwards. He told me to stand up and he got behind me and we did it with us both standing up, me having one leg on the sofa. Then he took that leg and lifted it up, putting his leg on the sofa and my leg almost on his shoulder (seriously and remember my back is still acting up), five minutes later he was coming. I didn't come, but that really didn't matter to me, I just wanted to be really sexy and romantic for him.... anyways, we went into the bedroom after we cleaned up and as I was getting into bed he said
"remember you need to wash the dishes."
It ruined the whole night for me. Made me so upset. Couldn't the fucking dishes just wait until tomorrow! Or why didn't he wash them? I had just sucked and fucked him dry? Couldn't he have done me a fucking favour. I didn't come, maybe wash the dishes to make up for that.
I'm really pissed. Am I overreacting, or was that a little insensitive? You can bet it'll be a long time before he gets all that fucking extra effort for a fuck again!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Hubby loving

Ok, last night I got some good sex from my hubby (Sam). Hard and to the point, which is how I like it sometimes. I didn't think we were going to do anything because we went to bed really late and were both exhausted. I was almost asleep when I felt his cock poking into my back... One minute I was pretty much sleeping and the next he's pulling off my panties and t-shirt. He sucks and bites and twist and sucks and pulls on my breast, then I was flat on my stomach and being fucked. Kind of like doggy style but I'm lying flat, not on my hands and knees. He's on top of me, pretty much doing push ups to enter me. Trust me it's hot. After a bit of that position, he gets off and I'm pulled to the edge of the bed and he pulls on my hips to notify me to get on my knees. Sometimes he doesn't talk at all when we're fucking, he just pulls or points, sigh ... goosebumps! He's standing up off the bed now behind me in true doggy style fashion. One hand is on my left hip, the other hand on my right shoulder. I take the hand on my shoulder and shove it into my masses of curls, making him grip my hair as he fucks me really hard. I'm in agony, because my back had been acting up recently, but nothing will stop me from taking his cock. He pulls my hair more so I'm pretty much just on my knees now and he's holding the top half of my body up by my hair. I'm almost screaming at this point. He lets me back down and then pulls me off the bed, makes me stand up and put one foot on the bed. I have to get on my tiptoes now, because he's so tall it wouldn't work otherwise. He gets to work again, just pounding away, squeezing my breasts (he's no longer pulling my hair), and playing with my pussy until I cum. When he's cuming he groans really loudly and bites me (not too hard) on my neck from behind. And then he does "the ass thing"...

My favourite part about ending sex in a doggy style or any position where my ass is to him is that he kisses it. He kissed my ass, so soft as if he's grateful for it. It's the ... I don't know how to describe it... it's sweet and it's sexy all rolled up in one. It gets me all horny just thinking about it!

We both go into the bathroom, then get back into the bed and he offers to rub my back because he knows he probably hurt it. I let him, then he pulls me close and before we fall asleep I say to him,
"You see how much I love you, I let you fuck me even with my back being hurt".
He says, "You mean how much you love cock."
I laugh and say "yeah, that too."

Saturday, February 21, 2009

My first time giving head to completion

I was about 19 or 20 and with a guy the same age as me. He was a want to be Rastafarian and said he didn't believe in giving or receiving head. Well, that was a enough of a challenge to get me going. It took weeks (yes believe it a man who did not want to get head), before I finally convinced him to let me suck his cock (yes believe it, a woman begging to suck cock that wasn't on a porno). His cock was huge! I mean really really big, and he was such a little skinny thing, it makes me laugh thinking of how funny he looked sitting on the floor with this huge cock sticking out of nowhere. It reminded me of a sculpture I saw once (I'll try to find it and figure out how to post a pic). Anyways, back to the story... First thing I did was make him taste my pussy by using his hand to finger me. I put his fingers in my mouth first, then back in my puss and then into his mouth. He closed his eyes and sucked me fingers and just held them in his mouth (he did eat pussy after that night). Anyways, again back to the point. So I finally started kissing him all over. I started at his neck and worked my way down to his tight abbed stomach (I could have washed clothes on those abs) and as I kept kissing further down he started to kind of back up from me. I pushed him flat on his back on the ground and used my weight and one hand to keep him there. I licked around the head of his cock, he stopped squirming and moaned. I licked up and down his shaft and barely kissed the head of his cock.



I had given head lots of times before but normally just as a warm up to sex, or like when I had my period (sorry what a moment killer) and I would normally give head for a while then the dude would jerk off, so I had never made a man cum strictly from head and I had assumed this would be the same thing... but I was wrong.



I moved back up his chest and kissed his nipples, then I felt his hand push my head back down and I pretended to resist and he whispered "Please". I came just from the sound of him saying that and the clenching of my thighs. I put just the tip of his cock in my mouth and sucked gently. He was making the sexiest sounds, almost like whimpers. I put more of his cock in my mouth and then he pushed a little too roughly on my head. I chocked and took his cock out of my mouth, "remember, I'm doing this, if you want to jerk off then go ahead." I told him. Yeah, I know it was a little mean, but his cock was huge, he could have taken my tonsils out with that thing, or broken a rib. So he put his hands down and I went to work.



I bobbed up and down slowly, then faster, then I took my mouth off completely and licked him, then I sucked on his head and then sometimes I tried to deep throat it. I used my hands a little to try to accomodate that I couldn't go that far down on him without chocking. I have to admit I wasn't doing it for very long. On one of my deep throat attempts I heard him almost roar (ahhhhhhh uh uh uh - it sounded like) and it suddenly felt like his cock had swollen up in my mouth. I felt his hips buck wildly under my mouth then I felt this bitter and gooey thing hit the back of my throat. Like I said I had never made a man cum before by giving head, so I was a little surprised. I looked at him and his eyes were rolled back in his head. My mouth and throat were full and I thought I was about to throw up and he said "are you going to swallow it?" and believe it or not at that second I remembered reading in a magazine (Cosmo I think) that men were insulted if you spit out their seed, so I swallowed. At that time, and even though I didn't say anything, I thought it was disgusting. Now, I love nothing more than to swallow a load of it or have it splattered all over my face (which reminds me of a story of the time I got a load right in my eye - remind me about that).



After a couple of minutes, he seemed really uncomfortable and I left. I thought it was really rude, he called me the next day and asked if me to come over. I told him no, because he was an asshole to me after the last time and he told me it was the best experience of his life and that even after I had finished he was excited and wanted to jerk off. I told him he was an idiot, why would he jerk off when he had perfectly good pussy right there. So I went back to "see" him and afterwards he fucked me soooo hard and so long, that I was glad he had jerked off the other time, because if I had taken that kind of fucking too days in a row my pussy would still be on fire. I couldn't pee without splashing cold water on my vagina for days. What hot hot memories!



Me and him had many many other adventures (he is cock #3) and we'll call him Massive. He says that he is still in love with me today (literally today, I saw him around lunch time) and he says it's all because of that one blow job :-)

What I want to do

The things I want to do may not be so risque for some people...

I want to have sex or at least give a blow job with my blinds and curtains open (my window is right in front of my apartments parking lot), but I don't want to get caught. It also seems to be one of the things that excites my husband so I'm thinking of doing it late at night with the lights off.


I want to have some sort of sexual experience with a woman. I don't want to eat pussy, and I don't want to strap on a dildo or anything like that... I'd like to kiss, fondle and be kissed and fondled, and I would like to have my pussy eaten. I've thought about a threesome, but think I'm too jealous to share my husband. The thought of doing it with a stranger, someone who I would never have to see again is interesting, but I brought it up with my husband and he said he wouldn't want to do that (something about the sanctity of marriage).

I want to have anal sex again. Yes, again. I've done it before (like you may have read in my other post) but it wasn't all that great, but I know that it could be better because I keep fantasising about doing it again. I think I enjoyed it more than I thought. but the dude was selfish and was purely into himself when we did it.

I want to get my husband to eat my pussy more. I love being licked and kissed. I love having my pussy lips sucked and bitten. I love kissing my partner after he's been down on me. I love to feel the texture of his tongue on my pussy, I love the feel of stubble rubbing me raw. One time, I had a partner push ice into my vagina when he was eating me out, it was like nothing I'd ever felt before. That was cock # 1, best pussy eater in the world! Hmmmm, I want that all the time and my husband (cock # guess) he barely does it. Maybe once a month. I suck his cock once or twice a week easily, I need him to return the favour.


I want to join the mile high club. I've tried but chickened out like three time already.


I want to do more videos and pictures when having sex.


I want to have sex with bballboy. I should have done it before I got married, but I still can't get him out of my head. he's so tall and dark and boyish. Just thinking of him gets me horny. he had the biggest cock I'd ever felt (I felt it with my hands, not with my pussy unfortunately).


There's more too, I'm just kinda well too hot to keep writing right now.

Friday, February 20, 2009

My first anal

My first anal wasn't so bad. It was with my 5th cock, and we'll call him Eric... We were having sex on our side, my back to him. He kept "slipping" out and rubbing my asshole with his cock. I knew he wanted to try anal, because he had "slipped" a few times before too. He would lick my ass when he gave me oral. He would run his fingers down my ass crack. He would press his thumb on my hole, just press it hard without entering me. The pressure of it really turned me on, but I wasn't interested in penetration. I just thought it would hurt too bad. That night that he kept slipping and hitting my ass hole, I finally asked him "Do you want to?" and he said "so fucking bad, I feel like I could die to get it." He said he had never done it before and he wanted it to be a special first for the two of us. I didn't really want to, but I wanted to please him so badly, because he was really good at pleasing me. He lay me on my stomach and pulled my ass into the air and started to lick my ass hole and eat my pussy. He put one finger in my ass and it felt HUGE, then he put one more and just kept stretching me. He lay me back down beside him (my ass to him) and fucked my pussy really slowly and fingered my ass. He was whispering in my ear, telling me how excited he was. How sexy my ass was. He said "your ass is so big and sexy, but your little ass hole is so small." I was getting really turned on by now. We didn't have any lube and to be honest I'd never even thought about that, when he was getting ready to put his cock in my ass he said "I'm going to change it now, going to fill you up with my cock. I'm going to fuck you in your ass."

I was so scared, I said, "Please take your time, don't fuck me, please baby please."

I felt him pull out of my pussy and I held my breathe, he must have realised it because he said "breathe, babe, breathe" He had one hand grabbing and squeezing my breast. I took a deep breathe and felt him push against my ass hole, at first it felt a lot like when he would push his thumb against it but then i felt it go in, it was like a POP. I saw fireworks, it hurt and it felt amazing, but more so it hurt! He let out a moan, almost a scream when his cock head was finally inside me. He barely lasted a minute and I felt this pushing sensation when he exploded. Before he pulled out he said he was sorry for coming so quickly, but he said he had never felt anything like that in his life, it was so hot and tight he said. I didn't say anything, I just lay there with his cock still in my ass. Even when he was pulling out it hurt. After he pulled out he saw he had made me bleed. He started apologizing, saying he was sorry, he would never do it again, never ask me to do that again. He said he felt so terrible, so nasty, he said he had seen it on some porn videos and wanted to try it and he was sorry! I didn't answer him. I didn't tell him that it was amazing, it felt wrong, sexy, dirty and amazing. But even with those promises, three days later he was begging me "please baby, just let me put it in, just let me put the head in". and of course I let him...

Masterbation

Minimum once a day - sometimes 2 or 3 - max 4 times. 1 time so far today, but there will be more. How I did it so far (9:00 am) was to use this massager that was supposed to be for my headaches, but I realised it could be used for so much more (and it still relieves headaches). The best part is I clean it up and leave it out so when people come and turn it on, it turns me on! Will be back as I do more.
10:16 am - again with the massager.
2:46 pm - read a blog and just sat there squeezing my thighs together till I came.
10:38 pm - just felt myself up, not to come, just because it felt good.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Background

I'm married and I'm bored... not that he isn't great, because he is, but he's well... he's only one person.
I used to have a lot of sex. I'm a little boring too though, so if any of you are planning to read great adventures like Amy's from Anal Amy's blog, sorry she's my hero! I mean I've never had sex with more than one person at a time, but I have had sex with more than one person in a day. I've never had sex with a woman either, although I have thought about it and have had some really realistic dreams about it too (never me doing the dirt though, always on the receiving end). I've cheated on all of my men (but not my husband, since he's been my husband). I've had sex with my friends boyfriends. I've had sex with my boyfriend's friends. I haven't had a lot of sex partners, but I have had A LOT of sex.
I like facials, pulling of hair, quikies in the car, on the floor, in the kitchen! I like rough, rough sex. I like to have my clothes torn off of me. I like bruises and bites. I once had to call in sick because I had been fucked so hard the night before... and I love it!
I'm slowly breaking my husband in. He likes blow jobs... loves blow jobs and luckily I like giving them. But he cowers away from sex in the kitchen or in the bathroom, I've just finally gotten him to fuck me on the living room couch! It's a little frustrating. Anyways, let me know if you would like to hear about my past adventures, and give me ideas on how to make some new sexy memories. I'll be writing even if I don't hear from anyone, but I really really hope I do.