Saturday, February 28, 2009

No sex in the past two days

Hubby and I haven't done anything since the aggressive wall fuck a few days ago, so nothing much to write about. I had hoped to get some after the cum post but didn't... boo hoo. I'm exhausted, worked all day, so probably won't do anything tonight either. Sorry! I love reading your comments, thank you so much for writing! Please keep doing so. And if you have any questions, please let me know. Hoping to get laid soon so I can tell you about it and if not I'll dig something steamy out of my past for you!

Friday, February 27, 2009

All my Cocks

Cock # 1 - Wade

Cock # 2 - Lewis

Cock # 3 - Dave

Cock # 4 - Massive

Cock # 5 - Eric

Cock # 6 - Sweetie

Cock # 7 - Hubby



Is that a lot? I don't think so... like I said not lots and lots of men, but lots and lots of sex!

I love fucking in cars

The majority of my first 100 or so sexual experiences were in cars. Lots and lots of sex in the back of my parents chevy. There are sooooo many ways to have sex in a car.



One of my favourites was with Cock # 1 (Wade). I would be on my back up against the door, he would be on his knees infront of me between my legs, he would raise my ass up so that I was sitting on his thighs (I feel like I need to draw a picture) and he would be deep inside me and have me pushed right up against the car door / window. Sometimes he would pull me off of the door and have me rammed right up against him and his cock would be all (!) the way inside me. We held onto each other for dear life and we would just rock together. I think this being my first orgasm experience is why I cum so strong and quick when I am on top, cock all the way in and there is pressure and weight against my lower stomach.



I also liked being outside of the car, bent over the hood or trunk and fucked from behind. Something about being outside under the sky, surrounded by trees or next to the ocean. The fear of being caught only made it sweeter. I was almost caught a number of times, but I don't think anyone ever really caught us.



I've had car sex with 5 different people - Cock # 1 through 5. Not all of the experience's were good, infact cock # 2 was... lol, laughable (we'll call him Lewis). I'll share some stories about that too.



Wade was my first love and my first fuck, and he was experienced so I was lucky to be one of those girls who enjoyed losing her virginity. I also enjoyed him licking and eating the pussy before he got to pop it. I'm trying to write about losing my virginity but... I don't know it's a little bit intimate (lol like all the other stuff isn't)... but we'll see one day I will do it.

Where he cums

Hubby always cums inside me, either in my mouth or my vagina. But I pull back sometimes when I'm giving him head and know he's about to come so I can get a facial. He's finally asked me if I like him to cum on my face and I said yes. He didn't think I'd like it because it's "nasty". What kind of women were with him before that would think his thick, sticky, sweet cum is nasty? I love it all over my face, lips and breasts! I love how it feels when it runs down my legs after he's deposited a whole load in me.

Before we were married and when I wasn't on birth control (I'm not on any now either but for some reason it's different now), he would pull out and cum on my stomach or on my ass. I still like that and I wonder sometimes if he isn't trying to get me pregnant... Or not... I don't know.

I'm starting my birth control next month though. The only feet I want to hear running are my husbands when he comes to fuck me against a wall again!

Sometimes I have to have his cum. Sometimes I have to taste it and I'll beg him to cum in my mouth when we're fucking. Other times I need to feel him fill me up. I need to have him pump his load really deep inside me.

Like last night when he grabbed me and fucked me against the wall I was begging him to cum in me. I was begging for him to give it to me, to slam me, to stuff me and fill me with his seed. It was so hot. I want him now, he's in the shower, I'll be back later!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Attacked from the rear (well kinda)

So I got home from work today and was all hot and bothered for some reason, in fact I was really horny all day. So anyways I get home and start to mess with my husband... grabbing his ass when he walked by, grabbing his cock, flashing him, french kissing him, etc, etc. He seemed a little into it but didn't push for anything more, so I decided not to bother.
I was going to take a bath but had left the soap on the kitchen counter (I'd gone to the store) so I walked into the kitchen naked to get it. I didn't even notice if he glanced up at me. I was walking to the bathroom when I heard him running towards me, he pushed me against the wall in the hallway and entered me with one big thrust from behind. He had one hand pushing my shoulder into the wall and the other lifting my ass up or pushing it away depending on what I assume felt good for him.
It all felt good for me. It felt like he was tearing my pussy in two. Right now I'm sitting here typing and it feels swollen and tender. I know I will have a bruise on my arm from where he was holding and pushing me against the wall at one point. My face was pushed against the wall while he punished my pussy. My legs were pretty much closed and his cock was sometimes pushing between my ass cheeks (but not my ass hole).
It was so fucking hot. It was almost like rape fantasy, and I'd told him before that I would like for him to just take me sometime, not kiss, not turn me on, just fucking take me and that is what he did!
I came so hard that my legs were shaking. One time I started to loose my footing and he said "Oh no, I'm not finish yet, stand up." It was incredible. When he took his hands away from my ass or from holding me against the wall he would rub my pussy. I came again. I think I came three times. I made so much noise. I know the neighbours had to hear me, but I didn't care. It hurt so bad and it felt sooooo good. I wish he was still tearing it up right now. He lasted a really long time too, which was even better.
While he was pounding away at my pussy and had my face pushed against the wall he leaned in and he said "You like this don't you?"
I said "Yes baby, I love it. I love you."
I wish I had said no, so I could have really turned it into a rape fantasy but I don't know if he was ready for that yet. I think it's something we need to talk about first. He did do the "rape fantasy" thing with me once before though, I got him really worked up and then pretended I didn't want to fuck him again... That's a story for another time, please please remind me.
My pussy is swollen and wet and he's still awake.... hmmmmmmmm... goodnight!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I wish...

so it's really late or should i say really early (in the morning). My hubby is sleeping...
I wish that I could wake up his cock without waking him .
I would like to sit on his rock hard cock, ride myself to an orgasm, get off (literally) and then go to sleep.
It would only take a couple of minutes and sure would beat this vibrator I'm using right now...

Monday, February 23, 2009

A little upset

So I'm a little upset...
First of all let me give you a little background into one of our little house rules "whoever cooks also washes up". This is easy for my husband, as he cooks he washes up. Me now, I don't cook often, so it requires more of an effort and attention for me, so I have to cook and then wash up. Tonight, I planned a little something special for the husband. I cooked dinner (steak and potatoes!) we ate while watching a movie, once the movie was done I took a shower and put on some sexy lingerie (a black see through baby doll top, with ruffles and a matching black peek-a-boo thong), I walked out into the living room and switched on the waiting ipod to "Let's get it on" (corny I know but it was an effort). I did a little bit of dancing for him, showing him the peek a boo of the thong and flashing my boobs, then I went down on him and gave him a bit of a teaser blow job. After the teaser, I ran my pussy up and down his cock, without putting it inside. He grabbed his cock, pushed the thong apart and pulled me down on top of him. I rode him for a while, up and down, then with one leg on the sofa one leg on the ground. I sat right on him, taking his full length while he pushed and pulled me backwards and forwards. He told me to stand up and he got behind me and we did it with us both standing up, me having one leg on the sofa. Then he took that leg and lifted it up, putting his leg on the sofa and my leg almost on his shoulder (seriously and remember my back is still acting up), five minutes later he was coming. I didn't come, but that really didn't matter to me, I just wanted to be really sexy and romantic for him.... anyways, we went into the bedroom after we cleaned up and as I was getting into bed he said
"remember you need to wash the dishes."
It ruined the whole night for me. Made me so upset. Couldn't the fucking dishes just wait until tomorrow! Or why didn't he wash them? I had just sucked and fucked him dry? Couldn't he have done me a fucking favour. I didn't come, maybe wash the dishes to make up for that.
I'm really pissed. Am I overreacting, or was that a little insensitive? You can bet it'll be a long time before he gets all that fucking extra effort for a fuck again!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Hubby loving

Ok, last night I got some good sex from my hubby (Sam). Hard and to the point, which is how I like it sometimes. I didn't think we were going to do anything because we went to bed really late and were both exhausted. I was almost asleep when I felt his cock poking into my back... One minute I was pretty much sleeping and the next he's pulling off my panties and t-shirt. He sucks and bites and twist and sucks and pulls on my breast, then I was flat on my stomach and being fucked. Kind of like doggy style but I'm lying flat, not on my hands and knees. He's on top of me, pretty much doing push ups to enter me. Trust me it's hot. After a bit of that position, he gets off and I'm pulled to the edge of the bed and he pulls on my hips to notify me to get on my knees. Sometimes he doesn't talk at all when we're fucking, he just pulls or points, sigh ... goosebumps! He's standing up off the bed now behind me in true doggy style fashion. One hand is on my left hip, the other hand on my right shoulder. I take the hand on my shoulder and shove it into my masses of curls, making him grip my hair as he fucks me really hard. I'm in agony, because my back had been acting up recently, but nothing will stop me from taking his cock. He pulls my hair more so I'm pretty much just on my knees now and he's holding the top half of my body up by my hair. I'm almost screaming at this point. He lets me back down and then pulls me off the bed, makes me stand up and put one foot on the bed. I have to get on my tiptoes now, because he's so tall it wouldn't work otherwise. He gets to work again, just pounding away, squeezing my breasts (he's no longer pulling my hair), and playing with my pussy until I cum. When he's cuming he groans really loudly and bites me (not too hard) on my neck from behind. And then he does "the ass thing"...

My favourite part about ending sex in a doggy style or any position where my ass is to him is that he kisses it. He kissed my ass, so soft as if he's grateful for it. It's the ... I don't know how to describe it... it's sweet and it's sexy all rolled up in one. It gets me all horny just thinking about it!

We both go into the bathroom, then get back into the bed and he offers to rub my back because he knows he probably hurt it. I let him, then he pulls me close and before we fall asleep I say to him,
"You see how much I love you, I let you fuck me even with my back being hurt".
He says, "You mean how much you love cock."
I laugh and say "yeah, that too."

Saturday, February 21, 2009

My first time giving head to completion

I was about 19 or 20 and with a guy the same age as me. He was a want to be Rastafarian and said he didn't believe in giving or receiving head. Well, that was a enough of a challenge to get me going. It took weeks (yes believe it a man who did not want to get head), before I finally convinced him to let me suck his cock (yes believe it, a woman begging to suck cock that wasn't on a porno). His cock was huge! I mean really really big, and he was such a little skinny thing, it makes me laugh thinking of how funny he looked sitting on the floor with this huge cock sticking out of nowhere. It reminded me of a sculpture I saw once (I'll try to find it and figure out how to post a pic). Anyways, back to the story... First thing I did was make him taste my pussy by using his hand to finger me. I put his fingers in my mouth first, then back in my puss and then into his mouth. He closed his eyes and sucked me fingers and just held them in his mouth (he did eat pussy after that night). Anyways, again back to the point. So I finally started kissing him all over. I started at his neck and worked my way down to his tight abbed stomach (I could have washed clothes on those abs) and as I kept kissing further down he started to kind of back up from me. I pushed him flat on his back on the ground and used my weight and one hand to keep him there. I licked around the head of his cock, he stopped squirming and moaned. I licked up and down his shaft and barely kissed the head of his cock.



I had given head lots of times before but normally just as a warm up to sex, or like when I had my period (sorry what a moment killer) and I would normally give head for a while then the dude would jerk off, so I had never made a man cum strictly from head and I had assumed this would be the same thing... but I was wrong.



I moved back up his chest and kissed his nipples, then I felt his hand push my head back down and I pretended to resist and he whispered "Please". I came just from the sound of him saying that and the clenching of my thighs. I put just the tip of his cock in my mouth and sucked gently. He was making the sexiest sounds, almost like whimpers. I put more of his cock in my mouth and then he pushed a little too roughly on my head. I chocked and took his cock out of my mouth, "remember, I'm doing this, if you want to jerk off then go ahead." I told him. Yeah, I know it was a little mean, but his cock was huge, he could have taken my tonsils out with that thing, or broken a rib. So he put his hands down and I went to work.



I bobbed up and down slowly, then faster, then I took my mouth off completely and licked him, then I sucked on his head and then sometimes I tried to deep throat it. I used my hands a little to try to accomodate that I couldn't go that far down on him without chocking. I have to admit I wasn't doing it for very long. On one of my deep throat attempts I heard him almost roar (ahhhhhhh uh uh uh - it sounded like) and it suddenly felt like his cock had swollen up in my mouth. I felt his hips buck wildly under my mouth then I felt this bitter and gooey thing hit the back of my throat. Like I said I had never made a man cum before by giving head, so I was a little surprised. I looked at him and his eyes were rolled back in his head. My mouth and throat were full and I thought I was about to throw up and he said "are you going to swallow it?" and believe it or not at that second I remembered reading in a magazine (Cosmo I think) that men were insulted if you spit out their seed, so I swallowed. At that time, and even though I didn't say anything, I thought it was disgusting. Now, I love nothing more than to swallow a load of it or have it splattered all over my face (which reminds me of a story of the time I got a load right in my eye - remind me about that).



After a couple of minutes, he seemed really uncomfortable and I left. I thought it was really rude, he called me the next day and asked if me to come over. I told him no, because he was an asshole to me after the last time and he told me it was the best experience of his life and that even after I had finished he was excited and wanted to jerk off. I told him he was an idiot, why would he jerk off when he had perfectly good pussy right there. So I went back to "see" him and afterwards he fucked me soooo hard and so long, that I was glad he had jerked off the other time, because if I had taken that kind of fucking too days in a row my pussy would still be on fire. I couldn't pee without splashing cold water on my vagina for days. What hot hot memories!



Me and him had many many other adventures (he is cock #3) and we'll call him Massive. He says that he is still in love with me today (literally today, I saw him around lunch time) and he says it's all because of that one blow job :-)

What I want to do

The things I want to do may not be so risque for some people...

I want to have sex or at least give a blow job with my blinds and curtains open (my window is right in front of my apartments parking lot), but I don't want to get caught. It also seems to be one of the things that excites my husband so I'm thinking of doing it late at night with the lights off.


I want to have some sort of sexual experience with a woman. I don't want to eat pussy, and I don't want to strap on a dildo or anything like that... I'd like to kiss, fondle and be kissed and fondled, and I would like to have my pussy eaten. I've thought about a threesome, but think I'm too jealous to share my husband. The thought of doing it with a stranger, someone who I would never have to see again is interesting, but I brought it up with my husband and he said he wouldn't want to do that (something about the sanctity of marriage).

I want to have anal sex again. Yes, again. I've done it before (like you may have read in my other post) but it wasn't all that great, but I know that it could be better because I keep fantasising about doing it again. I think I enjoyed it more than I thought. but the dude was selfish and was purely into himself when we did it.

I want to get my husband to eat my pussy more. I love being licked and kissed. I love having my pussy lips sucked and bitten. I love kissing my partner after he's been down on me. I love to feel the texture of his tongue on my pussy, I love the feel of stubble rubbing me raw. One time, I had a partner push ice into my vagina when he was eating me out, it was like nothing I'd ever felt before. That was cock # 1, best pussy eater in the world! Hmmmm, I want that all the time and my husband (cock # guess) he barely does it. Maybe once a month. I suck his cock once or twice a week easily, I need him to return the favour.


I want to join the mile high club. I've tried but chickened out like three time already.


I want to do more videos and pictures when having sex.


I want to have sex with bballboy. I should have done it before I got married, but I still can't get him out of my head. he's so tall and dark and boyish. Just thinking of him gets me horny. he had the biggest cock I'd ever felt (I felt it with my hands, not with my pussy unfortunately).


There's more too, I'm just kinda well too hot to keep writing right now.

Friday, February 20, 2009

My first anal

My first anal wasn't so bad. It was with my 5th cock, and we'll call him Eric... We were having sex on our side, my back to him. He kept "slipping" out and rubbing my asshole with his cock. I knew he wanted to try anal, because he had "slipped" a few times before too. He would lick my ass when he gave me oral. He would run his fingers down my ass crack. He would press his thumb on my hole, just press it hard without entering me. The pressure of it really turned me on, but I wasn't interested in penetration. I just thought it would hurt too bad. That night that he kept slipping and hitting my ass hole, I finally asked him "Do you want to?" and he said "so fucking bad, I feel like I could die to get it." He said he had never done it before and he wanted it to be a special first for the two of us. I didn't really want to, but I wanted to please him so badly, because he was really good at pleasing me. He lay me on my stomach and pulled my ass into the air and started to lick my ass hole and eat my pussy. He put one finger in my ass and it felt HUGE, then he put one more and just kept stretching me. He lay me back down beside him (my ass to him) and fucked my pussy really slowly and fingered my ass. He was whispering in my ear, telling me how excited he was. How sexy my ass was. He said "your ass is so big and sexy, but your little ass hole is so small." I was getting really turned on by now. We didn't have any lube and to be honest I'd never even thought about that, when he was getting ready to put his cock in my ass he said "I'm going to change it now, going to fill you up with my cock. I'm going to fuck you in your ass."

I was so scared, I said, "Please take your time, don't fuck me, please baby please."

I felt him pull out of my pussy and I held my breathe, he must have realised it because he said "breathe, babe, breathe" He had one hand grabbing and squeezing my breast. I took a deep breathe and felt him push against my ass hole, at first it felt a lot like when he would push his thumb against it but then i felt it go in, it was like a POP. I saw fireworks, it hurt and it felt amazing, but more so it hurt! He let out a moan, almost a scream when his cock head was finally inside me. He barely lasted a minute and I felt this pushing sensation when he exploded. Before he pulled out he said he was sorry for coming so quickly, but he said he had never felt anything like that in his life, it was so hot and tight he said. I didn't say anything, I just lay there with his cock still in my ass. Even when he was pulling out it hurt. After he pulled out he saw he had made me bleed. He started apologizing, saying he was sorry, he would never do it again, never ask me to do that again. He said he felt so terrible, so nasty, he said he had seen it on some porn videos and wanted to try it and he was sorry! I didn't answer him. I didn't tell him that it was amazing, it felt wrong, sexy, dirty and amazing. But even with those promises, three days later he was begging me "please baby, just let me put it in, just let me put the head in". and of course I let him...

Masterbation

Minimum once a day - sometimes 2 or 3 - max 4 times. 1 time so far today, but there will be more. How I did it so far (9:00 am) was to use this massager that was supposed to be for my headaches, but I realised it could be used for so much more (and it still relieves headaches). The best part is I clean it up and leave it out so when people come and turn it on, it turns me on! Will be back as I do more.
10:16 am - again with the massager.
2:46 pm - read a blog and just sat there squeezing my thighs together till I came.
10:38 pm - just felt myself up, not to come, just because it felt good.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Background

I'm married and I'm bored... not that he isn't great, because he is, but he's well... he's only one person.
I used to have a lot of sex. I'm a little boring too though, so if any of you are planning to read great adventures like Amy's from Anal Amy's blog, sorry she's my hero! I mean I've never had sex with more than one person at a time, but I have had sex with more than one person in a day. I've never had sex with a woman either, although I have thought about it and have had some really realistic dreams about it too (never me doing the dirt though, always on the receiving end). I've cheated on all of my men (but not my husband, since he's been my husband). I've had sex with my friends boyfriends. I've had sex with my boyfriend's friends. I haven't had a lot of sex partners, but I have had A LOT of sex.
I like facials, pulling of hair, quikies in the car, on the floor, in the kitchen! I like rough, rough sex. I like to have my clothes torn off of me. I like bruises and bites. I once had to call in sick because I had been fucked so hard the night before... and I love it!
I'm slowly breaking my husband in. He likes blow jobs... loves blow jobs and luckily I like giving them. But he cowers away from sex in the kitchen or in the bathroom, I've just finally gotten him to fuck me on the living room couch! It's a little frustrating. Anyways, let me know if you would like to hear about my past adventures, and give me ideas on how to make some new sexy memories. I'll be writing even if I don't hear from anyone, but I really really hope I do.